2018 transitioning in to 2019

Yeah everybody is doing it …. so……
I guess I will too, write about the past year and what's in store for 2019.

Starting out with somehow mess up my website and loose all my original postes , when you are autodidact in the program I use ( Rapidweaver ) for my whole webpage, you just sometimes mess up. the old page had 300 + recipes i have made , and I seriouly don't know if I ever will do so many again , but I will try to .

2018 have been somewhat ups and downs. But most ups. Here we are the last days before 2019, and I look back on a year where I have been pulling out my hair, being sad , being happy but also fining a new friends, getting rid of friends and discovering your ex might be gay.

My happy moments have been with my family , my family being my husband and our fur kids. But this year I truly felt in love with my 2 youngest nephews , and discovred the joy of having my 3 older nephews visiting .

I don't know much about this snapchat thing, but what I know im to old for that disappearing thing , I just can't see the point , I can't even remember what I wrote on the picture .. well I have deleted it , after the only one I snap chatted with got a hissy fit and got tired of the boring pictures of my floor and boring messages I send, the simple thing was I did not know what to do with all the pictures and text I couldn't remember. Well we can not all win, and the looser is NOT ME .

Being diabetic 2 , have not been a joyride either , and after a year of taking 3 kind of insulin , I ballooned out in such a fast paste , that I felt that I just one day woke up and the damn dryer had shrunk all my clothes, of course it's not what happen . Nobody really understand , and I don't expect them to, but can't help that you feel really alone , everybody comes with theories how you got so fat and maybe you should you do things differently. As one dear one told me - "you can't even keep what you set up your mind up to" is a blow to the stomach, to someone that already is laying down.. These statements combined with may other things , happening just made 2018 not the best year for me health wise . ''

YEAR 2019
Not chocking weightless is high on the table , planning , cooking and maybe some vlogging and bloggeing . I will close my Etsy store, but will try to figure out someway to sell my digital goods anyway. I will try to connect to my more spiritual side as well and be a better person. This year I will unattached myself negativity , just keep the distance till it blow over. Ill will write more blogs about living with diabetes and Lupus, making more how to videos, (how to make stickers on a MAC )

Thank you for 2018 I hope you follow 2019

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